tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59700862011-09-06T03:49:45.365+08:00horrorfreezenoreply@blogger.comBlogger1971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5970086.post-85140279453919186542008-05-28T20:58:00.003+08:002008-05-28T21:04:35.042+08:00

i feel weak and etiolated, and sometimes think I may have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome? Why do I feel so tired out even after non-strenuous activities like reading (a lot)? I don't feel like twittering this, so blogger will have to take the shit, as usual.好累。。。

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Hopped over to Kuala Lumpur for the weekend to chill with Koshy and YC, who brought me to the No Black Tie jazz club and bought me Sangria to go along! I took a video of Willy Rebano scating through his Korg R3 vocoder before Maria Angela Quiogue (his wife) began her rendition of Satin Doll. Electronic jazz ey - I wish my dad was there to watch it :) Pardon the crappy quality of the vid...Other

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From aspectratio's Canon 5D...

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So a tantalizingly talented close friend of mine took only one 'whole' day to compose and arrange this memorial mix for the Wenchuan earthquake in Sichuan. It's a great electro-acoustic album free for you to download and enjoy. To show your humane gesture of easing the victims' suffering from the catastrophe, donate generously at the above widget. I hope Sonicbrat's musical efforts will inspire

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I've got a gadzillion things I want to do! My heart beats rapidly just merely thinking of these things that all take tremendous time and energy to achieve a certain level of excellence. I will trudge on, no matter what. Even at this old age. Even if I can't turn back the clock. Even if it involves the pain of sacrificing other loves of my life to make sure I got my priorities right.

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Tinkling and tinkering on the glass mug filled with Argentinian wine courtesy of Ave and Jussi, I am finally posting something meant for my one reader, rather than a regurgitation of intense emotions for self-expression.Perhaps, this is an tiny update of sorts of what's going on since I came back to Singapore from Australia.A hundred thoughts flash through my mind each day, though I think a more

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I am suddenly very angry with myself.Why is there perpetually a thick layer of fog in front of me? Why am I so unsmart and unsavoury? Why is my level of passion for what I am passionate about fluctuating? Why do I always have to fight a general sense of malaise? Why am I so not artistically inclined despite my family background? Why have I accepted the social engineering that has turned me into a

horrorfreezenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5970086.post-56611126205283462832008-05-12T02:58:00.001+08:002008-05-12T19:24:22.660+08:00

我想明天，我的头发会因消沉而变白，我的眼睛会因哭肿而变瞎。So drama one meh?

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In today's competitive job market, employers want more than just another polymath with a Ph.D., a Nobel Prize, the cure for Multiple Myeloma Cancer, a photographic memory, multilingualism, or the ability to arrive at work on time.You need to come up with something that makes you "special", something that meets a vital human need. Can you… read your bosses’ minds?No? Crikey! Get out there and put

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This is Group H.U.G., a bunch of friendsI am vehemently loyal to and will bend over backwards for!

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Time is Close for Jenny's Singapore-Bound FlightThe Friendly Times, Melbourne - Apr 11, 2008Everyone who is reading this email are invited to come to a 'send-off party' at the Melbourne Tullamarine airport this Saturday, Jenny Chan said yesterday night.The 'party' will be held at the T4 Terminal and will start from 5pm onwards - two hours to Tiger flight time.Miss Chan apologises profusely for

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Now Open:www.hoteljen.comHotel Jen offers a contemporary interpretation of Asian hospitality. Jen, a representation of the Chinese character "仁", signifies the Confucian ideal of love and goodwill towards people.(Jen: Shouldn't the hotel be then named Ren? How come these Hongkies got their hanyu pinyin so wrong? Even the closest Cantonese enunciation should be Yarn...)Hotel Jen offers 280 rooms

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I'm so proud of my little brudder. He's doing very well in the army, being part of a pioneer group called Thunder Cats. These elite felines have a higher chance of becoming officers and sergeants. His unit is the 30th Engineers Company - an unit below the commandos.Salute!

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You never know what an anachronism is until you spot it.Johnny Depp was standing beside a Pulse pharmacy along Degraves Street in Melbourne, whistling light, dreamy notes on a flute, with his signature smirk twinkling in his eyes.A giant sticker advertising Xantrax diet tablets on the pharmacy’s glass pane was the backdrop to Depp’s stage, making him seem more displaced. Passersby scuttled past

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Yeah, this post is named the Untitled One, rather aptly I think, because I have no job title to my name yet, no legal status under my visa yet, and no man to call my own yet. The key operative word is "yet".Now, now, I think a job and visa will come along soon enough in the next x years (hopefully it's a single digit so I don't have to put xx!). I do have someone whom I am not sure if he's The

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Eight more days to the auspicious fatt-choy year, and while surfing ThreeThousand.com.au to get myself immersed in Melbourne's subcultures, I decided to blog about the catch-22 situation I find myself in.Jenny-fucious says: If you have no relevant work experience, you can't and won't get a good-paying big-company job. But if nobody gives you any decent job, you don't get work experience at all.

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Once, while having sex in a tractor-trailer, part of Chuck Norris' sperm escaped and got into the engine. We now know this truck as Optimus Prime.

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In Oscar Wilde's classic comedy, two men lead double lives in order to escape from unwelcome social obligations, an activity they refer to as ‘Bunburying’. Volumes of academic analyses have been penned about Wilde’s most definitive play, The Importance of Being Earnest. But, if you are looking for subtle existential philosophy and complex underhanded social commentary, you will need to visit a

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Four years ago.Back in the days before Friendster changed the edifying 'Testimonials' section to the elusive 'Comments' (just like every other social networking site, blame homogeneity), this paragraph appeared on one of my earlier testis, as internet language goes."Jenny has a strength of character and great moral values locked deep within her. These qualities are attractively bundled within an

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There is this one day in every year when a girl feels abhorrently selfish and demands birthday presents like:- a white padded jacket - snow white, no less- an extended study bible- a spa and massage voucher- a gym membership- a big tote bag!!!How about this? You can throw birthday cake at me. Fair exchange?Remember, 2 x 4 = 8.

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Be my friend on MySpace!

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Broken fingernails,Chipped at the corners;And cuticle celluliteLeaves none to the imagination.A tummy, rumbling to the ends ofLarge intestines, withheld from capacity.Hydrochloric acid is a large energetic burdenA frail girl's stomach cannot hold.A contrite spirit, full of regret and sorrow,hammers at the soul of one and many, unjustified.When the facade falls in utterly stunned nothingness,The

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Melbourne has caused me to rethink 'acclimatise'. The word is not the same as 'assimilate', as I found out as the coldness of the temperate winter seeps into the new season, and seeps through a 44kg body used to a tropical climate.Autumn, with its ubiqitous fallen leaves, was beautiful and balmy. I cockily thought I could survive the next season as it gradually turned colder. The Melburnian

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1. Because China is becoming the next world superpower, so you should hang out with Asians more - to learn Chinese, to eat rice, to laugh at their button noses.2. Because if Pirates of the Carribean 3 depicts Singapore as pirate-infested with Chow Yunn Fatt as the lecherous pirate lord, you must come to a Singaporean's (rented) Lair.3. Because people who come will have a chance to get pirate loot

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after stoning on the bed's edge for 4 hours, i trudged out of the house this afternoon in my bedroom slippers, only realising my choice of shoes at the bus stop. it's not as simple as waking up on the wrong side of the bed when I also forgot to wash my face or pluck my eyebrows or have a decent bit of breakfast or do the dishes. I feel hugely ineloquent, shitty that the transcribing for my

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As the stage was shrouded with blue light, Ryan Hearts opened the concert with a quiet ban. Hauntingly sweet tunes alternating with an upbeat tambourine and clappy rhythm, then darker numbers. Acoustics not as good when you're standing right at the front, but lead singer's effortless schoolgirl beauty shines through the smoke machine's output. Woolshed atmosphere is as raw as the sound

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When you're standing alone at a bus stop that has no shelter waiting for a bus that comes never on time and only twice an hour, while everybody is warm in their cars, looking happy with their families and certain of their near future; and the wintery wind sweeps you constantly, and your skin itches for no reason, and your tummy is rumbling, and your nose is bleeding, and your throat is dry, and

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Okay, i know this is the 2nd "my abc xyz" type of blog post in a row, but being in Australia for the first time has prompted me to be very reflective about my life recently. So, try not to get bored if you can help it? :) The below is an excerpt of the personal statement i wrote as part of an application for an arts bursary.My greatest short-term personal goal now is to make the most out of my

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Its warm duvet covers, consoles and comforts my bare legs, to the guilty point of arousal. Embraced by accompanying reveries of a lover long departed, my closed eyes swirl like foam on stirred coffee, REM viciously lapping under my eyelids. My skeleton refuses to support me as I slump and lapse, yet again, into sweet apathy. Plotting mutiny beneath my dark skin, strong waves of consciousness seep

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The gunman who just shot 33 people at Virginia Tech University was a South Korean native. The shooter who killed 2 students at Monash University in October 2002 was Chinese-born.Why is it always the Asians? Too much coincidences make me feel dysfunctional and angry.May God bring peace to the troubled, the mourners, the grieving, and the dead.

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the park near my rented placeview of apartment block from main roadHigh Street in the Kew East suburbnumber 883, auspicious!view of apartment from pavement outside - there're 4 unitssun-lined futon bed before moving inbedroom at night after unpackingbuilt-in wardrobe, almost a walk-in tiny work area with little ikea tablethe kitchen with 2 fridgesyes, the toilet to end off this sprawl

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I googled for "the daily planet" intending to research on the Australian family newspaper of the said title, and in 0.14 seconds the search results indicate more than i bargained for:- a Telluride Daily Planet newspaper- a Berkeley Daily Planet community newspaper (www.berkeleydailyplanet.com)- The Daily Planet owned and operated by the School of Media Studies and Information Technology at the

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Now intellect is a wonderful thing. You can understand biology, but if you don't know the Giver Of Life, you're still uneducated. You can comprehend geology, but if you don't know the Rock of Ages, you don't really know anything of importance. You can know all about botany, but if you haven't met the Lily of the Valley, your knowledge is useless. You can know all the facts of history, but if you

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Have you ever stereotyped a Indian to be poor, dirty, starving, uneducated, and argumentative? And, smelling of coconut oil?I had my misgivings about the country where Indians come from, when in fact it has one of the leading software industries in the world, as well as a globally-unrecognized Bollywood. I ought to wipe the curry stains off my mouth and start chasing an Indian guy round a palm

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i've just added a MAKEPOVERTYHISTORY white band on this blog.And it's symbolic of my current geographical position - Melbourne.The Melbourne in Florida, USA? Nope, the one in Australia. Do'h!I'm doing a postgrad dip in journalism at RMIT University, and it has been simultaneously exciting and unnerving. And, get this, one of my assignments requires me to interview a major bigwig candidiate for

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We - dad, mum, bro, 2nd cousin, his wife, 1st cousin-in-law, and niece - had our early reunion dinner tonight at a seafood restaurant in Turf City. Dishes on the lazy susan:澳州白雪蟹 Australia Snow Crab深海司蛤 Jumbo Cockles象拔蚌 Geoduck Clams基團海百蝦 Sea White Prawns加拿大珍寶大生蚝 Canada Superior Oysters大圣子皇竹蚌 Bamboo ClamsEverything was humongus, everything was THRICE the size of what you normally see at 煮炒zhuchao

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In my bid for self-education, I will strive to become a movie connoisseur by October this year.Spiderman 3 (2007)Superman Returns (2006)Good Night, And Good Luck (2005)Farenheit 9/11 (2004)Shattered Glass (2003)City Of God (2002)Live from Baghdad (2002)The Quiet American (2002)The Insider (1999)Welcome to Sarajevo (1997)Up Close and Personal (1996)Fatherland (1994)I Love Trouble (1994)The Paper (

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Young Journalist of the YearJasmine Yin Hui ZhuMediaCorp PressJournalist of the YearDerrick Augustine PauloMediaCorp Press

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For the last 3 days, i awoke at 6am, oblivious to the cushiony bed below my torso, and stared upwards into the murky morning dim-ness. It was as if i was staring at the ceiling, but really, i looked through it. Then, i turned to my side and went back to sleep.I withdraw $600 each from 3 savings accounts that I have been maintaining since 3 years ago. When people talk about emptying their bank

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hey you,you're the prettiest girl i've ever seen with curls, you are not ugly at all,okay?You with the sad eyesDon't be discouragedOh I realizeIt's hard to take courageIn a world full of peopleYou can lose sight of it allAnd the darkness there inside youMakes you feel so smallBut I see your true coloursShining throughI see your true coloursThat's why I love youSo don't be afraid to let them

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Weather forecast: Cloudy with periods of showers, heavy at timesTemperature: 23 to 28 degrees CelsiusRelative Humidity: 80 to 95 percentit's a wonder how 2 small & 2 big yellow umbrellas i saw on a rainy day can make my day and turn my mood around :) Nobody carries yellow umbrellas in Singapore, most people have grey, blue, pink, or some ugly pastel flowery patterned brollies. This proves that

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But I have that within which passeth show;These but the trappings and the suits of woe.- Hamlet, Act i. Sc. 2.I woke up from a horrible, unsettling dream about being ostracised by friends, judged by strangers, and abandoned by my love. A heavy heart ensues.Nobody cares for me. I am all alone in this world :(Scene 1 in my dream:I am having a Chinese-style dinner with my posse. I love soup

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Michelle said:"You're one tough girlie!"Delun said:"You're one courageous woman."Sharon said:"I really admire the spontaneity that you have... you really live your life to the max!"

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Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger have officially joined Johnny Depp in the Jenny's List of Hot-to-Trot Men.

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- runner's armstrap for Creative Zen- Paul Frank hoodie in XS- scented drawer linings- bluetooth adapter > check- usb 2.0 hub > check- 2-way powder foundation > check - brown eyeliner pencil > check - funny boxers in M > check- pirate skull tee-shirt in L > check- winter jacket in XS > check- trench coat in XS > check- windbreaker in XS > check- turtleneck pullover in XS > check - thermal

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To see you when I wake upis a gift I didn't think could be real.To know that you feel the same as I dois a three-fold, utopian dream.You do something to me that I can't explain.So would I be out of line if I said,I miss you.I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.I know I'll see you againwhether far or

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it's so surreal.was it a dream? but no - i had piccies to show, a few hundred piccies in fact. and vivid memories, and a faded hickey.if anything was closest to ecstacy without taking the drug, this must be it. I had possibly and proportionately the best holiday in my life this past Christmas. how could it be so good? it's either i am easily contented, or it really exceeded my expectations. the

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Dear Mr David Bu,You have 1 room left, I have 1 life to give. I will be responsible for all the 4 walls of your room, and friendly even to the insects in the garden. I am tidy because i arrange my clothes according to colours, and my books according to height. i am a happy, delirious tenant who has no skeletons in the closet. I enjoy multiculture, and also cultured milk. I smoke an average of

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Must of been mid afternoonI could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out andHe walked with a purposeIn his sneakers, down the streetHe had, many questionsLike children often doHe said,Tell me all your thoughts on God?Tell me am I very far?Must of been late afternoonOn our way the sun broke free of the cloudsWe count only blue carsSkip the cracks, in the streetAnd ask many questionsLike

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Annie said:"I think you're so brave."Bernadette said:"You're one tough cookie!"Belinda said:"You're amazing!"

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9 days15 hours26 minutes37 seconds

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competition is popping up like mushrooms.and who can resist mushrooms?

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Aloof, aloft, apart from sin of a beast,Between parted thighs one would feast.Through musk and mush; seditious beauty,Forsaken heaven and gone to carnal duty.

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this will be a post of indignance, a post of sadness.i sat in the darkness and cried for a good while. i ask and expect too much, only because i give too much.i got snubbed by the one, and someone else whom i've never even met is rooting for me.i can't sing like a black because i'm yellow, i can't talk like an american because i'm in bloody singapore.who will decide my worth? am i worth more than

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Leroy said:"wah!! 3 hit combo!!power!!then go for it!!"Ave said:"OMG! YOU ROCK!"Chap said:"wow."

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a few days ago,when i spoke to an aerospace engineer, he said the word "synergy".i haven't heard that word for a long time, and it clung in my brain like blu-tack to a cement wall.when i spoke to a civil servant, she said "cooperation".when i spoke to an english teacher, he said "mutual effort".when i spoke to a politician, he said "alliance".when i spoke to a scientist, he said "fusion".when i

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Mumbai Railway Police has partnered Grey Worldwide to produce ‘operation citizen alert’, a campaign aimed at making commuters more alert to potential terrorist threats like unattended baggage.The execution of the campaign involves placing over 1000 coins, containing a message, in railway stations as well as trains, for people to pick up – the message is that if you are as alert to unattended

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i am burdened.burdened with the need to get my family to experience the love of Christ.burdened with the big decision about moving to Oz.burdened with getting the finances to do so.burdened with pain in my lower back.The whole weight lies upon me.i need discipline.discipline is doing the things that you do not want to do.discipline is also choosing not to do something that you want to

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Presenting... the beautiful poem Eloisa to Abelard by Alexander Pope,which is the source of the movie titleEternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - our movie.It was the first of my dvd collection that we both picked out to watch. Unanimous!hey kittykat, i will never ever want to erase memories of you.In these deep solitudes and awful cells,Where heav'nly-pensive contemplation dwells,And

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instead of LOL, short for Lorries Of Lemons, (okay okay, it's Laugh Out Loud, you fool),the French write MDR, short for mort de rire, which means "died of laughing".should i also start to say mon dieu?i'm a sucker for foreign languages.

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If you could be anyone or anything, what would you be?I'd be a deer. You can call me Bambi, or Doey.Who is your favourite movie star?Johnny Depp. I admire him so much. Weird. Moody. Cool. Charming. Quirky. Handsome. 'Nuff said.What would your boyfriend have to put up with?I tend to go into my own shell, get caught up doing my own stuff and end up not talking as much as i should.What's your idea

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I went to an inter-denominational cell called Tuesday Group, and listened to this South American named Tallat Mohd share his testimony.This evangelist kept stressing that we had to get ONE word from him and that would've sufficed. Here's what I got out of it: how to pray most effectively! Insert your name, or the name of the person you wanna pray for, in the underlines." I do not cease to give

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ooooooh.are you thinking what i think you think you want me to write? some hot steamy erotica, some soft porn literature? haha no, you perv - sorry to disappoint.it's about something unglamourous and unsexy. the sight of mammaries bouncing and thigh fat shaking when a woman runs for the bus. can you see what i see? that scene just happened before my eyes as i was on my way home. oh, may i correct

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I am in love with Cirque du Soleil, as i always have been since watching Alegria some years back. Check out my Song Of The Week: Quidam's Incantation, it's beautiful and creepy and exotic and fun to dance to. I am so delighted to find such gorgeous music. Incantation hops along merrily, blinding the listener's ears with unexpected twists and turns in the music. Between them, the track

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A pack, mute or cry of houndsA smack of jellyfishA troop or mob of kangaroosA kindle or litter of kittensAn ascension or exaultation of larksA leap (leep) of leopardsA pride of lionsA plague of locustsA tiding of magpiesA sord of mallardsA stud of maresA richness of martensA labour of molesA troop of monkeysA barren or span of mulesA parliament of owlsA yoke, drove, team or herd of oxenA company

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I tearwhen i see people huggingone another.when husbands hug their wives.when boyfriends hug their girls.they put their arms around shoulders, waists, backs, necks.they envelope each other wholly.no inch of space between bodies.a skin-to-skin, heart-to-heart hug.I tearbecause i feel hugged tooeven though there is no one beside me.

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Today, i had sparkling oldenlandia water with 16.25KJ of energy, 282mg of sodium & 6.5mg of potassium.I am bored. I wish that time can have accerlerando just like music, so that i can fast forward to december!yes, i have the 'click' syndrome. Take away my remote control...

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Lord,let this feast of my birth be a reminder to me of all the gifts and blessings I have received from You this day and all the past days of my life. On my day of celebration, I thank you for my life and ask for another year filled with Your presence in my life that I may continue to grow in your love. Gracious God, I thank You for enabling me to celebrate my birthday with my best pals and

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Distance is not measured in miles, it's measured in affection.

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Okay. This is ridiculous.Dogs are eating venison and avocado for food, and whores are getting paid more than me.What is the world coming to?

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31 July 2006Just a little after 3 hours into the flight departing from SGP to HKG, i look out the airplane window, and am visually arrested by the muted cobalt blue sky with the most delectable marshmellow clouds! Light fluffy cumulus, stratus, stratocumulus, altocumulus, cirrus, cirrocumulus, and what have you! There's a piece of cloud looking like a cosy cotton wool carpet, for me and you to

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MUSIC IN HONG KONG

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i love ribbed tank tops and bubble gum! They go so well together!

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A meandering scenic route with a spanning view of a vast golf course had plenty of flora and fauna. It is too short. The bus reaches the end of the expressway and comes to a nauseating stop.crawl.jerk.stop sequence.I saw a street worker sweep a dead pigeon into his dust pan in the most nonchalant manner, as if it was merely some dried leaves.An early morning amen by jay chou in the midst of

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What do you call the badass guy who walks the earth without feet?THE DEVIL......because he has been defeated (de-feeted!)All of life revolves around this fact: God does not lie.not ever. geddit?

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Materialism?Place a crystal or a diamond in the midst of sunlight (any light, artificial or otherwise) in front of me. As it s-p-a-r-k-l-e-s, watch me turn into a wide-eyed, dribbling idiot.Entertainment?Yamaha Thailand's music festival looks like a watered-down version of a flamboyant cabaret show, or even a gay parade. Think mardi gras in Thai Ruan Ton.Profoundity?-> Elitism is an empty concept

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A stray cat was perched most strangely outside the glass doors of a neighbourhood fire post, peering almost longingly at the human beings inside. Right smack in the middle of the 2 gleaming glass doors, but the 3 firemen were oblivious to the furry intruder.

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6076 kilometres is too depressing, so it'll be 3281 nautical miles instead. there! :Dit takes 3 days to fall in love;maybe 3 decades to get along.3 centuries to preserve a tradition;but 3 minutes to embrace another.3 colors to paint the world;and 3 million pixels to capture it all. (ignore the last line's plug for sony vidcams, and it's all still beautiful)imissyoualittlealittletoomuch.

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so, these are the uni-folks of my pre-convocation days. we call ourselves the slackrs - made up of ion wankerweichong the ahlongfelicia deliciouslingual lalalakaren bombastic& urs truly- jenny red-panty (tsk tsk!) wonder'd how we managed to ace those distinctions with so much partyin'.

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Renegade Thoughts areno more than Fugitives Of The Pastlooking up an old friend.The only way to get a handle onthe Undertow Of Your Life is toactively discern the source ofall the Voices In Your Head.

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troglodyte says:jenny!jen :: what a jaded piece :: says:hey how's it gng ah?troglodyte says:hmm.. sometimes good sometimes not so goodjen :: what a jaded piece :: says:that's normal do ur best! remember U're the best!troglodyte says:ha.. positive talk rightjen :: what a jaded piece :: says:of course, coming frem a jaded person like me, it's precious ok! hahatroglodyte says:it's hard not to be

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I was in Japan 8 months ago, Osaka to be exact. Next up is Tokyo! In the far future.The Japanese world is awesome. Everything there is cute & squarish. The houses, living spaces are square. The cars, trucks, vans (they dun have lorries) are square. Even the language looks square in printed form. And i dun mean square as in boring... Nah!No double entendres this time. Japan is farrrr from boring.

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on the left is JJ's 原来, on the right are unpolished lyrics i wrote, with no regard to stanza structure and such.街灯绊住我眼前 下一步拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾电话亭仍留着你的话一句话掉一滴泪今晚的我 会是如何入睡Nobody's listeningNobody gives a shit to what i have to sayEvery little thing that you doWill change my point of viewLife goes on around you, without you.And so you carry onTo dance on the typo原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语It's been more

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I am looking for a marketing position in one of the following:- The Esplanade- National Arts Council (NAC)- Ministry of Information, Communications & Arts (MICA)- Music Television Asia (MTVA)- Sony BMG- JUICE magazine- Music & Movement- Safra Radio- HeartRock SingaporePlease employ me!!!

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I officially declare Machi, a group of Western-bred Taiwanese boys, the epitome of cool Hokkien rap. Now, we can all take Hokkien music seriously despite its funny vowels. But therein lies the fun when the auditory riot kicks off!Likewise, opting for a stereotype-less style of music, the homegrown choupijiang lads (which i had dinner once with the quiet-off-the-stage bassist, but that's a side

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The Kiss at City Hall Robert Doisneau

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today, at around 2 plus in the pm, my sense of taste came back to me after a nap.no, it's not like it was lost, it was there all along, but its existence wasn't a consequential one, it seemed like it wasn't there. for the past 3 weeks, i treated food as merely objects to fill the stomach. i could taste the flavours of food, but they weren't tasty to me. everyday i forced food down the wall of my

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awaiting anxiously an appointment at the neuroscience clinic at the national university hospital tomorrow at 4.40pm to consult prof tsoi. sounds like a hongkonger. i hope he's humourous and converses with me in cantonese.are there any burning questions you want me to ask the psychiatrist? i can tabao them for you and regurgitate the answers, for free.questions like what are the integrative

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i dun wan to admit it, but this is becoming a trend.every year in the month of May, the peak of my quarter-life crisis, aka the period of the 'twixter' or 'adultolescent', will surface in some form like a change in relationship status, vocational limbo, or the recurrence of clinical depression. high expectations for life continue - a job that pays decently and is self-fulfilling, a soul mate who

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"nice hair! i'm circling the shape of your hairstyle with my eyes!" exclaimed lounge-zilla, who was touted to be more fearsome (and famous) than godzilla. he was doing his happy wayang-the-crowd-up pre show dance, when he slided in front of me, paused for a nano-second, and acted his words out in a frenzied motion. for a moment i thought he was going to grab me up onto the stage. thank goodness

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Somewhere over the rainbowWay up highAnd the dreams that you dreamed ofOnce in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbowBlue birds flyAnd the dreams that you dreamed ofDreams really do come true ooh oooohSomeday I'll wish upon a starWake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eehWhere trouble melts like lemon dropsHigh above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me ohWell I see trees of green

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do you know?are you aware?once upon a time,i was happy. very.it has fleeted away,right under my eyes.nothing cast in stone,everything is transient./somebody inject lacuna into my veins/

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This is the experimental soundscape of the week. IT is nine-tenths of the way to pop nirvana. As IT resonates round the little cube i'm in, reverberated -- IT floats me higher until i almost get a bird's-eye view of what makes you tick. IT makes me imagine i'm sitting in a helium balloon gliding ever so lightly in the sky.My `gummy bear brilliance` meets your `legoland serenity`.Have a listen to

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with soap foam running down my (lack of) curves, i hug the shower head close to the right bosom (this is the right-brain intuitive i call it) and allow water to stream down the body, washing nowhere in particular.yes i'm weird and i waste water. but i like to reflect in the shower.- i think in spurts and do things in sprints. what?? i hear you say. well i will develop my thoughts like real fast,

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the people's action party is unopposed in the west coast GRC i belong to, and thus a walkover by the men in white. there was a fight between the workers' party and the PAP in 1997, but the PAP won with slightly over 70 percent of the valid votes (which my dad voted for the ** and my mum for the ***). because the opposition is not contesting over here in peaceful telok blangah, my 06may06 is freed

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okay so there're many different breeds of the CHN people. you have the banana-ish kentangs, the lao-tu cheenas, and the well balanced in-betweens like me, rooted yet exposed. hahaha.here's a story of a cheena chinese couple:boy meets girl at the china black discotheque.boy has a chipped front tooth, slightly stained with hun-ki smoke and too much kopi-o.girl has a really deep dimple on her right

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